Esoteric-thanatos

I stare in the mirror and I don't recognize who I see.  I have chosen a life of the green where they do not accept who I am on paper. I want more. I want love but how can I when I don't accept myself. I hide it and the saddest part is that I am plain as day. Plain as day. I don't want to be another victim on paper. I won't be. I refuse to be one. But some days you have to sit down and comtemplate what you have become. This is my blurb. This is my piece. My breath that has long awaited its turn. My voice I have stiffled with my own hands. I have choked its life out and with its last breath I let it say its final words.  I serve a country that

iS iT lOvE wHeN yOu HuRt Me So? Or Am I JuSt A fOoL? wHeN yOu SaY tHoSe WoRdS I aM hElPlEsS tO yOuR wAyS .......... lEaVe Me Be If AlL yOu WiSh Is LuSt FoR i Am NoT tOY a BoDy Of FlEsH iS nOt AlL I DeSiRe YoUr WaRmTh Of HeArT iS aLl I WiSh iS tHaT rEaLlY tOo MuCh To AsK?

No longer shall you hurt and suffer the pain of the taunt For you are not a weedy squire but a full fledged Enchantress ready to wreck havoc whenever it is that her temper flares Whenever it is you feel the darkest and lost remember this well: No time and chaos will never sever those of the same beating heart and harmonious tune but rather ring in euphony reverberating their strength for to hear and bow in wonder that is the rule of the commons and we are far beyond this  and rise to ascension The linage of the magi for mana flows deep within you soul portraying the true essence of you and always bringing clarity in the darkest of stor